☆ what's the thing that made u fell in love with your bias?
07.06.2025 10:38
I love how my ult made his own version of the happy birthday song. Soft jazz. He says in the song he really has nothing to give us besides his voice which makes sense because he’s and artist and we’re people he doesn’t know. He’s appreciative nonetheless.
His his outspoken, polite, down to earth, blunt, pacific, witty, loud, tender, empathetic, good natured, yappatronic personality? I absolutely love that about him, but if I’m going to be honest, I almost never watch idol content. I just listen to their music, and after a few months, I’ll watch a variety episode every blue moon. Even then, jonghyun himself admitted that he was quite very camera shy (despite saying otherwise a few times, that freaky liar…) and avoided projects that avoided filming like variety and acting like the plague. I couldn’t necessarily see that much of him, inevitably. I barely ever get into idols in the first place because of their personalities, to be honest. That unfazes me. Are you good at the performance aspect? pretty harsh, but that’s all I usually care about with a few exceptions. that’s him. I absolutely adore his personality after learning about him, and admire him substantially, and describe his individual traits eloquently in my Jonghyun yap space because he’s probably one of my favorite people here.
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… or lord, I’ll tweak out if I go any further than “trudging through life and not knowing yourself at all to the point it’s awkward to look at your own reflection because your a stranger to yourself and that your truly tired as heck and lonely and just thugging it out at this point, but i don’t know if I can do this anymore” in songs like elevator. it means a lot to me. It’s relatable hence why it’s my favorite song by him. Sometimes I feel like a faker too man. thanks for putting it in your own words.
yeah, all of that sounded weird. To clear it up, I’m glad that HE says himself that he understands that people would prefer somebody honest about themselves.
if his side profile was defined by a shape it would be a pastel green isosceles triangle. it’s so smooth and animal crossing koala but yassified-coded. Sorry guys I can’t use words. I use metaphors and I SUCK at metaphors.
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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀(★)⠀ — time cast a spell on you, ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ᝰ.ᐟ but you won't forget me
I say that I love him, I love him, so many times a week on this site, it overwhelms me. I already sound really unsettling with how I speak about him. I feel that with every heartfelt post I make about him. That’s pretty frequent. So, pretty frequently, I sound weird. Don’t I, right? Likewise. Too many abstract musings fuzz up my head, I don’t know if I could ever recall what in particular stood out to me the most. I’d praise everything about him. His musicality, his personality, his wits, his looks, even. My brain just fuzzes up. what in particular did I fall in love with about him? I think i could come up with a crazy metaphor for anything he does, and i absolutely suck when it comes to figurative language. He does a lot. It’s a huge change in mindset, not that i mind; i just wish i came off as less emotional when I speak about him. it’s kind of like that BeReal picture where someone is at a Madison Beer concert and is going absolutely mental. Beer’s looking all ethreal, and the fan’s just nuts. I need to edit that but Jonghyun. hold on. I need to make that. I need to make that. I need-
Dude. That part above? It was SO awkward to type out. I don’t wanna sound like a weirdo. I hope you guys understand me though. Uhh… what else…
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please, imagine having a face that’s literally just the epitome of everything standing out? Huge, tapered eyes inside and out. Thick, straight eyebrows. Prominent nostrils and an angular nose. Full-ish, broad hexagonal lips, and a perfectly angular and quadrilateral-like smile when his lips are parted. Even his EARS are great. which god of simple shapes birthed him? he was made to be excruciatingly different in so many ways. Voice, literally whatever he does in his music… and THIS.
talking about the relationship between a fan and artist, I talked about this in my jjong and roo space earlier. I was talking about how I’d never really understand him, whatever he’s writing, and that I’ll never get him truly as a person because I’ve never met him.
I bet he loves the little things too. Aside from the trench-deep poetry in his songs like elevator, let me out, Diphylleia grayi (I’ve brought that song up thrice already. Jeez), love belt, just for a day… Little things that matter a lot to him. he wrote about them quite frequently. His dog comforting him at the end of the day, a romantic honeymoon night for suit up (he writes about how cockroaches pull more than him like 2 seconds later in where are you which he wrote for funsies after seeing 2 cockroaches in the studio… what a delusional freak) and maybe tomorrow, a song about procrastinating on work because he feels like it. Just chill, similarity, is him singing about how he just wants to sit around and lounge and watch TV all day or something… What makes him stands out to me is since he actually has the opportunity to write about whatever he wants, he decides to be more relatable. something where I can mutter “ah shoot that’s so real” to myself whilst listening or reading the lyrics. I don’t typically react like that to music because we don’t get many opportunities to see that in K-POP. I mean, there’s a reason why within a solid 2, 3 years, he got in an over 70-song discography just for himself. he said he wanted to reach 100 by the time he was 30. He got close enough! He probably would’ve gotten to 140 or something honestly if he was at the same consistency that he was from 2015–2017, but I don’t want to think about what could’ve been happening because that’s rude and unappreciative as hell and I want to focus on what he really got in during his life. I was just doing the math for funsies, my bad. Anyways! He has wide musical range. He talks about important stuff like how you should get your nose out of the business of famous people in his songs like #Hashtag…
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knowing Jonghyun has practically never said anything good about his dad (rather shades him a lot), and the fact he wasn’t really present in their life, I don’t want to speculate, but there isn’t really much to speculate when it’s in our face. strict household. his dad bashed his sensitivity and his dreams to become a musician. He’s said it himself.
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not much later, I guess I found an answer from him. Fate! always so random. Was this necessary? I don’t know. But here we are:
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Jonghyun was already an extraordinarily good vocalist at debut. he could easily have been considered one of the best from the start, but he improved drastically nonetheless in the long run. I don’t know if I could ever see 2008–2009 Jonghyun pull off, say, hallelujah or Diphylleia Grayi the way he did in 2015. He was always pretty intense from the start, and always had a fantastic emotional impact in his voice, but he also really built in singing in other, mellow contexts. Maybe he has good from the start, but he really got better. His ingenuity in… whatever, really got to me.
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But on the opposite, I think it could also hurt people when I hide myself or show something fake. I would rather show my real side, l am not a person who can hurt people by lying. So I always tell my fans that "'m just a person who shows up on TV. We will continuously be good friends." Fans will know very well about what | mean."
it makes me happier that he was actually trying to be frank with us. I’m not as unsettled by the fact that, “oh, *this* is what I’m getting from his persona and I adore that, oh, *this* is what he meant in that song; but is this really how he is? Is this really what he meant?” Because as much as it isn’t my business, I think it wouldn’t been so weird that I praise his personality so much and then boom, he’s just a paid actor or something and is the polar opposite.
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in the idol industry, it’s inevitable you have to lie a ton. I mean, he claimed to be not afraid of the camera at all, then proceeded to later say “I’m not taking on that many on camera projects cuz I fucking HATE cameras” or whatever. that doesn’t harm anybody, though. He’s just feeding his silly ego. he would never lie to harm others. By that, I mean, being a anrrogsnt loser off screen, frankly. I mean, we never know, maybe he WAS one off screen and he’s just SAYING that he would never lie, but… maybe some lies were meant to prevent harm. how ever he acted off of on camera isn’t any of my business. I’ll just appreciate whatever he’s shown to us and whatever he wrote. because the rest shouldn’t matter to me. I don’t need to feel that personally with him because we don’t know eachother. He doesn’t know me either, like I don’t know him.
despite the tapered outer corners of his eyes which would inevitably make them sharper alongside the rest of his face, his eyes are always so gentle. He can always exude fierceness whenever he wants to, but a grain of the gentleness kind of just sticks to your brain nonetheless because you’ve seen him so much to not already know. Whenever I see his overall facial structure, my mind is “damn he’s geometrical.” Well, I always break down faces into geometrical shapes but it’s just super easy for him. Hold up guys I can’t explain this in a neurotypical way.
It's a relationship of a person to person that goes through these emotions several times." - "I hear from a lot of people asking "Can idols say such things like that?". especially during interviews like this (laugh). But I think it's the right thing to do - to speak honestly to fans and people who know me well. Of course, there will be people who might be upset.
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i can’t even form a coherent sentence to describe his side profile. It’s just so peanut butter coded you know what I mean?, smooth peanut butter. Not chunky. His bones would be vertically poking out of his skin or something. Impaling.
i love all of the little things as well. im not gonna turn this into a joke about his height, but rather how when he’s trying to explain his concepts, he’s either gonna bullshit it on the spot and have no idea what he’s even trying to say, or he’ll say the most profound thing ever.
about that ingenuity, it was inevitably showcased in his voice, but his lyricism too. he had the most impressive, “bazinga!” type of lyric moments ever. I don’t need to turn this into a lyric post, but for context, check Diphylleia Grayi. a skeleton flower and how it turns clear upon contact with water (emotionally opening up. crying, even.) then it returns to white and opaque when it dries up. It hides again. Wow, what a genius of a man. Making songs out of any situation either. How many artists will you see putting out songs with messages like his songs, where are you or just chill? His songs are so well written; written by himself. Completely.
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I keep calling him “js a dude/guy” but it’s more than obvious he and his music is substantially more than that and that probably makes me look pathetic but I wouldn’t care nonetheless. Realistically in perspective he SHOULD be “just a guy” to me and in his perspective I would have been also “just a guy.” but inevitably I never existed to him as per billions of people haven’t either so I would’ve been relegated to “human.” gosh the fan-celeb complex is so unordinary I don’t know if I should consider it weird shit or be grateful people are willing to put on a stage and publicly be role models
okay guys let me be cheesy as fuck you are not ready for what I’m boutta tell you
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hey, I’d also like to take a moment to appreciate jonghyun’s mother and sister here for a moment. I understand why he loves them so fiercely —Jonghyun was raised by just his mother. she owned a record shop, sold street food, and later became an elementary teacher. Before Jonghyun debuted, he lived in this really old place with his grandpa. It was such a hard time for him that he discarded many of those photos of him when he was younger. She would make him his favorite food whenever he was down. She wanted to make sure her kids had the best life they could have.
anyways, x2, it’s time for me to answer the actual question. what’s the thing that made me fall in love with my bias?
all of that creepy stuff I say about being frustrated about not understanding him? Another thing to clear up. I mean his music. I would like to understand his character though. Completely. Not happening though and I understand that. Don’t care that much. I can’t understand myself completely. I’m just saying that it would’ve been cool to 100% empathize with… whoever. I’m glad he’s trying to accommodate that with whatever he was comfortable doing. It makes me quite joyful, honestly. Could I ever find that like of bluntness? Not that frequently.
overall! He’s blunt, soft spoken at the same time. He’s so standoutish and I can’t even tell if it’s intentionally. He’s extremely empathetic. He’s a hopeless romantic. He’s an extraordinary singer. He’s beautiful inside and out. Here you go. I could’ve really just said this last part, but here we are. I need to explain everything in depth. I probably even forgot some stuff so I’ll update this like, chronically. have a great day. I sounded pathetic the entire time.
he loves his sister sodam , too. She gave him his beloved puppy roo back in 2010 (she takes care of the little one now!) and he would always set his wallpaper as a picture of sodam and show it off. I love him for that. Sibling love is adorable and it’s well deserved knowing how amazing the both of them are. She recently went out publicly for the first time to announce the youth therapy thing for the shiny project. I love her diligence. She and her mom really carry his legacy. The entire family is so diligent. and it makes me unordinarily happy. I can’t believe I really had to go into how I admirers my ult’s family. About the jonghyun’s dog too that’s now under sodam’s care, she opened an Instagram account specifically for roo! she actively uploads cute content of roo’s ventures my heart melts every time. </3
here we are. Inevitably, his mother probably had to put up with her husband’s bs as well. He isn’t present either. She works a ton to raise her kids. pursued education to teach children. She later established The Shiny Foundation in order to reach out to young artists/people who want to pursue art careers, and comfort them. She’s an amazing mother who wants to make amends despite being the best a mother could be. She’s not even my mom, but I admire her dearly.
im not necessarily one to ever particularly get into a group or idol for looks. I mean, see, kpop groups these days have very striking visuals, right? Yeah, I think they’re pretty, but I never fall in love with somebody over looks. They have to really move me, or something. I can’t get myself to see how someone physically looks and fall in love over that. It’s funny
because I stare at my friends a lot because I find their side profiles very pretty (hooked noses, blue eyes, etc…), but when I look at somebody’s face in such a deep way (which I do a frequently which makes me creepy as hell probably) that’s just me and my fascination with facial anatomy.
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⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ (★)⠀ — I know I could have loved you ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ᝰ.ᐟ but you would not let me.
HIS FACE IS JUST A BUNCH OF TRIANGLES AND TRAPEZOIDS. That’s actually a blessing. Like, this alone just shows that he’s easy to draw. He has a VERY angular face. He has prominent, practically pearlescent cheekbones, and he probably hides the high notes in there. same with Chen who is a honorary bias, but this ain’t about him.
by the way, by fall in love, I’m not that delusional. I just mean like them as a person. Nothing weird. I mean that in an admirative or platonic way 😭
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“No chrie, you can’t fall in LOVE with somebody just cuz they sing super good or whatever!!” YES I can. I did. 💪 his voice that he’s learned how to use perfectly. he can do anything with it, he can do it beautifully. I mean, I’ve described it as smoothly but agressively stretching a small, tight but magically unsnappable rubber band. Specifically clear and magenta. i also happened to describe it as spreading cream cheese on a flattened, creaseless plastic wrap on a marble counter when he riffs. Those are two completely different things. I suck at metaphors, I’ve said that thrice in this post by now. Nonetheless, his voice is vividly delivered enough for me to be able to make up the most crazy analogies about his vocals, and not to mention, a countless amount of that. I need to make a post where I just make up, like, 100 cheesy stupid metaphors to describe his beautiful voice.
so!
her eyes were blue like the deep blue ocea— ❌❌❌❌❌❌❌ so close! That’s a white girl.
anyways, sorry for the stupid detour, be easy on me because i literally just said i suck at metaphors and this alone shows. i am absolutely pathetic.
the little trivia as well. He’s hugged everyone in his music class as a teenager atleast once. He’s a bassist. I love guys and gals who play the bass. He has a dark room with dim lights because it’s better for him. He remembers people based on scent and loves musk candles. his favorite scent is voyage d’hermes which I have yet to ever smell but that’s a cool as fuck name. he watched a ton of anime, and he dressed up as Naruto on halloween once, and inuyasha another. And, the colossal titan too. He literally has a projector in his dark room to watch films or display inspirational quotes. His song vcrs make me mentally ill because they’re either super silly or … ! He bought a house for him, his mom, and his sister to live in in around 2010, then got an even nicer house later on. Their asses really moved houses like, 7 times. His mom (who’s just as amazing as a woman) was his biggest influence.
after learning about Jonghyun’s personality, its Like this input-output thing. As my love for his character grows, I also just happen to gush over his physical characteristics more. Right now, it’s to the point I draw him a TON because he has a really interesting face. His facial structure isn’t even the main reason I love him obviously but I’ve grown to appreciate it excessively. It’s so beautiful. i’ve memorized his facial structure and it’s really not that difficult when he has extremely definitive and unique features. And I SUCK at remembering faces. Shall I write a prose and sound super weird? heck yeah. I shall.
i would like to mention that he’s the first artist under sm to be completely immersed in the song writing process. he practically got a solo at debut with y si fuera Ella as well since he happens to be that talented. Is this flexing? my bad guys.
I’ll only ever “fall in love” with someone’s looks when I’m “in love” with their personality as well.
Picasso. I need to post this on my Pinterest later. This is what editing was meant to be used for.
anyways, you get it. As I grow to appreciate his personality more, I subconsciously just realize how physically beautiful he is. not even out of bias, but this has got to be one of the prettiest faces ever. This is about to be about his music and personality but I couldn’t help but try appreciate how insane his face card actually is. That’s why I’ve been drawing him a lot lately. He’s a huge inspiration (by Jonghyun haha I’m so humorous.)
oh, he’s an instigator. like in a good way I hope. First idol to speak up about the Gaza situation, in support of Palestine, in 2014. One of the first idols to very openly and actively support mental health awareness, refugees and people who need help, LGBT, etc, talked about how he could never raise a kid with how the government is controlling education, and all of that. Managed to collaborate with tons of other artists, partially leading to him being a major factor in the creation of SM station. not to mention, his silly game, Jonghyuns game. Sing two syllables of a song, and the others have to guess which one it is. As I said, I love the little things. It’s used in variety sometimes now.
let’s do a 180° and go to a more lighthearted topic that ISNT about being mildly disappointed over the fact I could never fully empathize with somebody I profoundly admire. Just gloss over that guys. I’m not obsessed.
This is what I mean.